Restless Night

Last night was kind of a rough night for me. And there really wasn't a reason for it, it was just me being silly. Yesterday evening Chad let me know that his cell battery was going dead and he wouldn't be able to charge it until he got off, so if I needed anything I needed to call the store. Chad is supposed to be off work at 8pm but being the night before inventory I knew he wouldn't be off on time. I wasn't worried when I hadn't heard from him. I went to bed after 10pm and I my mind just started to wonder. What if Chad tried to come home to surprise me and crashed and died (I know silly right?) So I lay there in bed thinking If Chad had died how would I get through? Most people lean on their Mom's for support and comfort. Well I don't have that luxury anymore (in a matter of speaking) Yes there is Chads Mom, other Family members, Friends and lots of other people to lean on, but lets be honest nobody is like "Mom" So, If Chad was to die today who would hold my hand next month while I'm in Labor? Who would I call in the middle of the day to vent about the boys? Mom was always there, She was in the delivery room for all 3 (well except for Cole, she didn't drive fast enough) Mom, understands to the fullest my strange way of doing things. So anyway I know Chad isn't going to die today or tomorrow, And I know Mom is technically still here. But I just couldn't help but wonder. I finally got a hold of Chad around 10:45 it was a long day for him. Once I heard his voice I calmed down and was able to get a little sleep.

clean boys room.....check
~Carey~

Coles room clean.....Check
~Carey~

This Weeks "To Do" list

1. Catch up Laundry.......Check
2. Get school organize and started.......Check
3. Mow back yard..........Check
4. Clean up scrapbooking mess in garage
5. Bath Boys.........Check
6. Clean bed rooms........Check (except my room)
7. Make 2 week menu.............Check
8. Cut vinyl for Super Saturday projects
9. Go to Walmart
10. Get Dishwasher recall taken care of............Check
11. Empty Wii chest into closet
12. Straighten up pantry
13. Make Cover sheets for boys binders
14. Make Cards for Visiting teaching
15. Surpass 31 weeks Pregnant.............Check
16. Make shopping list
17. Dust

Mow back yard...Check!
~Carey~

Carsyns cooking project
~Carey~

Good Start

Well last night I was feeling a bit overwhelmed. Saying good by to Chad this morning was really hard. We hate being apart. It just stinks. But the day goes on. I got up and got right to it. I've done quite a bit today. I'm far from being done but I think if I get a few more things done this afternoon I will be in good shape to finish by the end of the week. I think the one I dread the most is mowing the back yard. I'm not sure why. I love doing yard work but for some reason the back yard kicks my fanny.

Well, there's the dryer buzzer time to get back to it!