Enough is Enough

I've been dealing with Gallbladder attacks for 8 years now. they're painful! I've tried changing my diet. I've tried cleanses. I've tried exercising. Nothing has helped or stopped the pain. I didn't want to have the recommended surgery because I've always felt that if a body part wasn't supposed to be there then Heavenly Father wouldn't have put it there. Well over the last few months I've been having attacks pretty regularly. They're harder to deal with, with 4 kids and a husband who cannot rush to my side for comfort. We decided it was time. This is not an easy thing for me to want to do. But we made an appointment with a Family practitioner who my Midwife recommended, then got a recommend for a surgeon from her. Ever since we made these appointments, I've have daily attacks...Yes I said DAILY. Last night was no exception. I started to feel the attack around 8:30 pm. I was in pain all night. I finally was able to lay now (not pain free) at 6:30am. My insides still hurt from the pain. I keep thinking "why now" I'm so close to having it done. Today has been a rough and sometimes emotional day. Being up all night will do that to you. Lets hope that the Surgeon has an opening for surgery sooner then later because I'm finished with this. I've done my time. Lets pray I can endure this for a few more weeks. because after last night I seriously thought about going to the ER and having an emergency surgery performed.