this is dessert for tonight you could have some if you came
~Carey~

I've been feeling a bit discouraged lately. Trying to remember that our future is bright, our family is blessed, and the end of the tunnel is closer then it may seem.

Apple crisp is done greys start in 1 hour so you better hurry if you're coming
~Carey~

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Grrr....my internet has been down

Grrr....my internet has been down since about 3pm Im now getting pretty mad and of course it came over a weekend.
~Carey~

Eventfull Night

Last night we had a good evening after a rough day. We went to the temple with Amy it was good to be able to do that. We got home a little after 10pm, got the boys in bed and headed that way ourselves. I could NOT sleep. I just layed there thinking about the events from the day. I finally fell asleep only to wake up to heart burn. I hat the fact that a glass of water gives me heart burn. I'm always so thirsty. So I'm now awake again grrr....after a while Corbyn woke up and tried to get in bed with us. we decided the other day that it's time to put and end to this phase before it gets worse. so Chad went and put him back in bed. He wasn't happy at all. Chad stayed in there with him for a while so again I lie there awake. I can't sleep when Chad is in the other room. He falls asleep in there and I usually have to go get him to come back to bed. Chad came back and I finally fell asleep just after 2:30 but it didn't last long I was up again shortly after 3 with heart burn again. I got a candy cane (the peppermint sooths heartburn) got on the computer, opened a window, then I went back to bed about 4. But again, that didn't last long. I had just gotten in bed and Cole started crying. We tried to ignore him thinking he would go back to sleep but I went in and got him only to find he had thrown up all over ugh! I'm Sooooo tired by now! I got Chad up to help me clean up and we put him in bed with us. I FINALLY fell asleep (I think) I looked at the clock at 4:54 and then when I looked again it said 5:12! about 5 min later Cole threw up again grrr...Chad had to get up at 5:30 so by the time we got the bed cleaned up (and I had just changed the sheets the day before) he just got in the shower and I rocked Cole. I went back to bed sometime around 6 and just layed there until Chad left for work sometime after 6:30. then the other boys came in right on cue between 7-7:30.

So I've had no sleep, we're supposed to do 2 lessons of school today because we missed yesterday, I have to get the garage cleaned back up it's starting to become an issue along with some other things that I apparently don't do. This is not how I wanted to start my weekend.

~Carey~

some joys of making cookies!
~Carey~

thats probably not very sanitary
~Carey~

Are you annoyed yet?

Have I been talking too much? Between my blog and Facebook I'm starting to wonder if people would rather if I just shut up for a min lol. I think the reason behind so many post lately is the fact that from 9am-12ish I'm on the computer doing school with Carsyn. But while he is filling in the work sheets after the lessons I have 2-3 min while I wait. it's not really enough time to leave the table and go clean ha ha.

Ohwell, I've always been the one in the room that talks a lot so I guess the people who know me best are just use to it.

Baby Gifts.

Ok All, The time is getting closer. I'm due at the end of Oct. If you're like me you like to give gifts. Well, after have 3 boys already, there isn't much that I "need" When I had Cole I got so many things but I still haven't used all of it. So I thought I would create a gift registry and let people know what kinds of things we need/want. First off. This baby is coming at a different time of year. So I need a few more warmer clothes. Not a lot though. I like the Gerber Pj suit things. I have PLENTY of blankets. but most everything else on the registry are things that I will use. Diaper cream, nursing pads, changing table sheets.. things like that. I will add more here and there and I will also shop around for those "anti Walmart" shoppers lol. Now don't take this as a plea for gifts because it isn't. I'm just asking that if you do get us something, these are what I need.
Also, I will be making the nursery set. SO I am also accepting donations or JoAnns gift cards so I can buy Fabric. Since they are being used to buy Fabric for the baby it will work great for a baby gift!
If you want to hand make something, I've seen some fun things for the car seat. One is a blanket that the seat belt straps go through so after you buckle the baby he's already in a blanket you just have to swaddle Him. And then another one I saw was a blanket that goes over the car seat but it had straps on the top to fasten it to the handle so the blanket/cover wont come off.
Anyway, We're grateful for anything but like I said we already have so much.
So far the only registry I've created is at walmart. and you can view it online and even buy it and have it shipped (I think)

Love you all, Maybe the next one will be a girl so then we can all go shopping for LOTS of PINK!

Ok my 1st attempt at this and if I figured out right i paid $6.80 and got 10 packs of cheese and 10 tubs cool whip total savings was $62.80. Thanks Stephanie for helping me
~Carey~

My School is done???

So this morning as I was setting up School I asked Corbyn what he was going to learn today and he replied "the ABC's" because that's what we've been working on. So he then asked me the same question...I replied I will probably be learning patience again. So then during quiet time I was laying by Corbyn, He asked if I put away the homework in the school cabinet. I replied that yes I had cleaned up all of the school work. He then said "so, Carsyn's homework, and Corbyn's homework, and your homework.....So the point to my story is according to Corbyn all of the homework is put away so I guess I'm done learning patience for the day! I put my patience in the cabinet until tomorrow... =)

all ready to start the school day
~Carey~

Stained Glass???

So I'm thinking it's time to learn a new craft. I'm thinking about stained glass doesn't it sound fun? Has anyone ever done it?

Well, to answer the question in one of my previous post....I fell flat on my face! Ohwell. Life goes on. There will always be a to do list and I know that but it's nice to have a clean house when Chad is off work.

We had a good day off on Sat after him being gone all week. We bought him a little camp trailer for him to stay in at work. I think it will be a lot more comfortable then the back of his truck. The boys missed him while he was gone so they were happy he was home. But it was short lived because he went back to work today *sigh* but at least inventory is over and he is back on his rotation. So he wont be gone NEARLY as long.

I'm going to spend tomorrow and Tuesday dong the basics dishes, laundry, homework, etc....but I'm not going to overdue it again. It took a few days to feel better after last week. Geez I'm such a wimp.

Anyway, Thanks for reading my pointless random thoughts. I don't get many face to face visits so this is my "adult conversations" lol...Really by typing it on here it doesn't seem "so much" that I'm just talking to myself.

he wanted to clean the sand off his tire he sure knows how to get things done
~Carey~

Does it count as working

Does it count as working in the garage if I'm just sitting in a chair starring at the mess?
~Carey~

I'm feeling better today (I think) And Chad comes home tomorrow .....

I can do this, I can do this, I can do this!

Aww Crap!

I don't know if anyone ever reads my blog (I know Katy does but that's only because I call her and tell her to go look) Anyway, We got off to a rough start this morning. For some reason the kids think they need to be up before the sun (so hard for me when that happens) So we get up and get started with the normal, get dressed, Carsyn started with homework, I'm deciding where to begin "my stuff" then all of a sudden I got really hot, light headed, dizzy, and really felt the need to throw up. So I sat down in the chair hoping it would help. Every time I closed my eyes it got worse. after about 20 min I finally couldn't hold back to I ran to throw up. I'm still really sick to my stomach, dizzy when I turn fast, and just not doing well today. I'm trying to think of what could have brought this on.

1. I've worked way too hard these last few days.
2. The bacon I had for breakfast was a little too questionable
3. Stress/lack of sleep
4. being 31.5 weeks pregnant
5. All of the above.

I will try and take it easy today and we'll get back to the list tomorrow.

Restless Night

Last night was kind of a rough night for me. And there really wasn't a reason for it, it was just me being silly. Yesterday evening Chad let me know that his cell battery was going dead and he wouldn't be able to charge it until he got off, so if I needed anything I needed to call the store. Chad is supposed to be off work at 8pm but being the night before inventory I knew he wouldn't be off on time. I wasn't worried when I hadn't heard from him. I went to bed after 10pm and I my mind just started to wonder. What if Chad tried to come home to surprise me and crashed and died (I know silly right?) So I lay there in bed thinking If Chad had died how would I get through? Most people lean on their Mom's for support and comfort. Well I don't have that luxury anymore (in a matter of speaking) Yes there is Chads Mom, other Family members, Friends and lots of other people to lean on, but lets be honest nobody is like "Mom" So, If Chad was to die today who would hold my hand next month while I'm in Labor? Who would I call in the middle of the day to vent about the boys? Mom was always there, She was in the delivery room for all 3 (well except for Cole, she didn't drive fast enough) Mom, understands to the fullest my strange way of doing things. So anyway I know Chad isn't going to die today or tomorrow, And I know Mom is technically still here. But I just couldn't help but wonder. I finally got a hold of Chad around 10:45 it was a long day for him. Once I heard his voice I calmed down and was able to get a little sleep.